hits us as a death blow upon ourselves. The pain is unbearable. Yet, when you stop and remember all the days and years of laughter and joy, you know the pain was worth the joy. I felt as if my heart had stopped beating when I lost my first baby, but as the days and weeks passed, I realized the joy and laughter was worth the loss and pain. So, here I am with two beloved little boys who live with me each day and who fill each day with laughter and happiness. I know that one day in the future I may face this loss again, but, the joy and laughter is worth the loss and pain when it comes. I love my boys beyond what words can describe and they love me. They and the joy they give are worth the pain that may come one day. The blessing for me is the fact that no one can take away my wonderful memories.
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