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Posted by Pat in Florida on 7/6/2008, 3:52 pm, in reply to "Pat....."
I HAD no expectations & ALREADY had formed a friendship prior. The whole friendship was a farse to begin with as i can see it... I obviously was doing wrong from the get go but because i was helping so much they PUT UP with my CRAP as it was put to me. All i did was try & keep this person from "suffering" so much because i have done so much of it myself in the past & knew what it felt like. This person decided life was so unbearable because of me & my "HELP" that she decided to erase me from her life. I expected NOTHING..& GOT nothing but..it is what it is & i will go on LOL..life is a real big surprise because you never know what to expect from it sometimes..sometimes it craps on you & other times it treats you well,.
From now on..i am a harder person to GET TO so to speak. Vulnerability is being erased from my mind & heart & unfortunately..FEELINGS for others as well. This is why this world is the way it is because people toss other people away so easily even when they try & help them. As far as expectations? I had none..i knew that..but some darn way along the line someones past interfered with their emotions & i got hung up in the chaos..got the blame for EVERYthing!!!
Thanks for the input Kay..as always you try & help when needed but this is way out of the realm of normalcy with this situation.
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